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All this time I praise death because I do not like the kind of life I went through, but however God want me to praise life. It is ironic but I do still have a hope to live the life I have been craving.

Be Careful For What You Wish For... Because You Might Get It.

Last Friday I went to Singapore for medical check up and had some treatments, today the medical report has sent to my email and they said i have cancer and needed to do CT-Scans to know what stage of the cancer I'm having. I was surprised with the report but not really shocked, what will be will be. You all know mostly of my writings are not far from misery and death but also rising hopes for happiness and better stage of many anguish. I just hope what is happening now would change my life to something better in a way I wanted even I know I might have to give up something I have been living through for years. Some hopes may be failed to deliver but other hopes would come to replace the loss. Nothing last forever everything sooner or later would come to an end. So peace to all in this universe.. even the stars and the sun would one day burst.

The Peace The Sea The Sky and The Immortal

I'd do anything to seek you my define peace
I'd dive and sail all the sea across the horizon.
I'd never stop searching under the moving sky 
In the brightest day and the darkest night.

The moon whispers of an boundless loneliness  
stars twinkle like crystal tears trapped in the sky.
My mortal body may damaged by age and time
but my soul will never die and shall live forever.

I shall be reborn again and again until I find you
wherever you are I'd find you my eternal love.
Our souls shall never change through time  
I'd know it's you when I feel the same peace.

Two hearts search for each other shall not break
they are already broken on the moment they fell.
The fragments has merged as we had each other 
you and I are one because our love is immortal.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer I do not own the picture

Temaram Diujung Derita

Hati ini pilu teriris sembilu

jiwaku tenggelam dalam duka lara.

Dada terasa berat menyesakkan raga

air mata tak lagi mampu membasuh luka.

Hanya derita yang tersepuh di hati ini

kini namamu yang terpatri meneteskan darah

Menggerogoti jiwa ragaku yang masih bernyawa
luka bathin yang terus menggali dalam sanubari.

Rembulan ditelan awan meninggalkan gelap di bumi
segelap asa yang sirna ditelan waktu yang berlalu.

Cintamu telah pergi selamanya meninggalkanku sendiri

untuk melalui sisa waktu hidupku tanpa belahan jiwaku.

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture