Hei Minus Yin

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Forbiden Love

Every breath that I take is every you in my life

Every laughter we make is every bliss in my soul

Every moment with you is every bless in my day

Every words you say is every caress in my mind
Every touch you gave is every dope in my flesh

Every time I look at you is every thrill in my sight

Every time I see you smile is every kiss in my heart
Every time I think of you is every joy in my dream

I've been admiring you all the way to my paradise

Oh help me lord why this feeling just won't let go

Written by RKF

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Requiem of a Dream

In a hot water spring on the mountain heights
we submerge and blend our longings and pleasure.
With our wringing wet body we gaze at each other 
my heart pounding wild when you look into my eyes.

Water drips from our hair form ripples on the surface 
small at start then spreading widely to the entire spring.
A butterfly flew so beautifully but then just disappeared  
spreading hopes like a siren song from the distance.

Under the graceful moonlight we toast our unholy bliss
flower petals raining upon us and scattered on the water.
Before the thousand stars our hearts pledge a promise 
to always together and love one another in life and death.

Mountain peaks went through the clouds and disappears
formless border lies between reality and realm of dream
Every day I had to wake up from a dream inside a dream 
a requiem held within my heart for each dream I drowned.

Written by RKF
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Lonely Moon

You follow me anywhere like a bright shadow
on the field of moon flowers bloom and sway
you cover me with your shimmering pale light
the windless air spoken and move around me
you wrap my naked soul and flow to the night.

Where serenity could stop the relentless time
where love and peace could merge and kiss. 
on this field I stood before the moon and stars 
in space between the horizons of life and death
I strife with all my faith to reveal my deliverance.

Where I closed my eyes and all the beasts sleep
staring at you with my heart been so painful to me 
and respiring your remembrance wounds my soul
I followed your scent to the deepest pit of a dream
you're consuming me from the inside to stay alive.

Chilly breeze slowly blowing and pierced my bare skin 
no more reassuring warmth surrounding my lonely heart
only gleam of hope and memories of you kept me going
wherever you are or how far I'd still be there to find you
even I have buried my heart beneath the ground I stood.

Written by RKF
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Love Lost

Two lost souls searching for each other separated by time and space.
Blood and tears streaming on the dry ground filling the pond of hope.
Forever I sail within my memory trying to remember your lovely face.
Death after death I went through to reborn and continue my pursuit.
Same soul inhabit dissimilar figures but the eye gaze will never change.
After decades of my current life of longing, this spirit is washing away.
Searching for someone I couldn't remember, seeking my lost soul mate.

Longing for a lost true love I had it once in my arms in far distance time.
Hope to find you is my vitality to keep on going in the darkest despair.
Between the flame and ice I tried to embrace the last moments we had.
What's left were only fragments of emotion, sentiment, longing and grief.
Maybe all this time you been here with me, living inside my heart and soul. 
When I looked up to the dark night sky while lying on my sleepless nights.. 
I gazed at the twinkling stars, wishing one of them were you watching me.

Written by RKF
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Land of Tombs

On the land of tombs beneath the moving clouds
where the night and day are no longer disparate
there lies my body under the shadow of the sun.
Pale light of the wandering moon shines through
shiny particles floating slowly in the atmosphere.

I stare at the still air over the swaying meadow 
everything seem peaceful and beautifully serene. 
Rain of tears sent down from the starry night sky
washing away all the warmth from my bare skin.
Within my heart I seek for shelter to ease the pain.

Memories were left behind the forgotten rainbow
blessed sadness are evaporating in the lonely air 
absorbed by the resting souls around the tombs.
Inhale your sorrows and immerse your soul in love
relinquish your resentment, in wisdom you find peace. 

Written by RKF
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My Ocean Queen

Oceania my deepest sorrow in my hollow piece of mind
Under the moon and sun I covered you with my soul
from the distance I caress you with my soothing breeze
On your surface I paint my colors and watch my reflection
how great and bright I was or even dark gloomy and lost
Through your infinite depth I saw your loneliness swallows
each day you called up my name with your pounding waves
each night I rained my tears to touch your beautiful face
You always lie there bare before my sleepless eyes
without me enabled to lay my tortured body on yours
I wish to fall and drown myself in side your deepest abyss
merge our body and soul for eternity in love and despair
Every single gaze I made was every torture I received
your beauty is my torment I'm drowning in my own lust
Time after time I seek for the peace of my mind and soul
Day and night my love for you devouring my beating heart

Written by RKF

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Vengeance

I want to fly and touch the sky
dive in to the deepest ocean of your heart.
Like the falling stars burst in silence 
leaving a glittery night and disappear.
In the name of eternity and the define 
my anguish and wisdom is beyond infinite.
Tears from heaven and the lust from hell 
forged my heart with hatred and wrath.
Beneath the vertical horizon my body will arisen
embraced by the wings of 1000 fallen angels.
Doom for those who turn their back on the sun
darkness fall and wrap their eyes forevermore.
The third eye on my forehead has opened wide
and light from the depth of hell shine through.
Illuminate the world and burn all the most highs 
once more the son of the morning shines his throne. 
I want to fly and touch the sky
and dive in to the deepest ocean of your heart.

Written by RKF

Infinite Loneliness

You said.. when I stare at you, your heart sheds like the leafs slowly falling from the tree burying your naked soul.
Summer came and spring left through my back door.. your warmth embraces me like the arms of the yellow sun ray.
Wind of autumn blowing through my face impaling my soul and carry me away from you.
I'm frozen in the winter without you to wrap my heartless body under the icy lake of my prison.
When I see you stood before me I reached out my arm to hold you close but  my hand went through your image, you're so close yet so far away.
I drift like a leaf in the stormy wind didn't want to let go where my heart belong.
Day by day I walk this narrow path following to where the voice guiding me, to the highest mountain or the deepest ocean.
When the brightest will and the darkest wish collide neither day or night weather you're right or wrong you will always be alone.

Written by RKF
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Heartless

Another moon has appear and other has fallen to the infinite water surface.
The dust of light shines through the graceful night sky illuminate the ruins.
Countless dead bodies, hearts and souls sleeping on the peaceful scape.
Where those reaching hands were no longer expect to be held and saved.

Pale light of wisdom descend from the sky embracing the wounded hearts.
Whimpers of agony extracted out of their soul forming a symphony of death.
The shine scatters in the air as the moon light breaks to fragments of despair.
Like shards of tears they rain from the starry sky piercing my dying remains.

River flows quietly under the night the falling stars reflect on the dark surface.
Crystal tears glitters along the current voyaging to seek for an eternal peace.
Here I'm lying facing up to the sky trying to remember when I lost my hopes. 
Were my wings stripped away and my dreams wiped out by loss of my love.

Colorless flowers swayed by the night breeze waving before my lonely sight.
Delicate petals touched my bare skin moving further to wrap my empty heart.
They wouldn't find anything there only an empty heartless soul was all that left.
I buried my spirit deep beneath the glowing blossoms where my dead body lies.

Written by RKF
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The Lost Tune

The rain fallen from the sky touches me softly yet painfully
dark clouds gathered and shadowed me from the pale light
Alone in the corner of the dark my soul cried your name
this lonely space been my only friend when you're not here
Night after night I came home and sleep in my empty bed
tears of blood shed from my eyes when I lost your love
When the air is thicken it's getting harder to breath
this beating heart is restless when you're not in my arms
When the darkness comes and blocked my eyes
I follow your tune with my heart in the moonless night
This soul is lost without your love.. my spirit withered without your touch
you're a flower that grew in my heart day and night I shower you with my love.

Written by R.K.Fukai 
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Emptiness

Under the pouring rain I stood here alone waiting for thou.
Falling tears from the sky scrape me like shards of glass.
From the distance I heard my soul whimpering in agony.
I stare my blood drips and coalesce in the puddle of rain.
Beneath this mortal skin flows the might of a silent wrath.

Within my heart there's distance between me and myself.
My long journey has close to a reach yet has no boundaries.
I drag my sword and my sworn to where my steps taking me.
Leaving a long scar and a long run across the battle ground.
In the silence of fire and ice I'm forged to pierce my iron heart.

Written by R.K Fukai
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My Lady Violet

Nothing is more arousing than having you pinned down between my grasp.
My heart leaps with joy each time I hear you moaned on every thrust I made.
Embrace me close as we are intimate in body and soul forever I would be yours.
Behind my icy eyes lies my frozen heart you melt it down with your flame of lust.
Within your hand I shall imprison my heart and with my life I shall keep you safe.
You showered me with your tender love... Violet roses blossoming in my heart.
To you I surrender my heart and soul.. with my body I shall love you whole.

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Violet Rose

Nothing is more arousing than to have you pinned down between my grasp.
My heart leaps with joy each time I hear you moaned on every thrust I made.
Embrace me close as we are intimate in body and soul forever I would be yours.
Behind my icy eyes lies my frozen heart you melt it down with your flame of lust.
Within your hand I shall imprison my heart and with my life I shall keep you safe.
You showered me with your tender love violet roses blossoming inside my heart.

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The Shore of My Soul

I laid myself alone on the wet sands of my shore
watching the shiny orange sky falling upon me
I see you smiling among the moving rain clouds 
Reaching up my hand to touch your beautiful face
you were not there anymore to hug my cold body

Longing tears falling from the sky disguised among the pouring rain
but unlike tears.. rain drops don't hurt when they touched my skin.
Restless wind blows through my soul trying to pierce me with its cold
I couldn't hear my heart beating or the warmth coming from my bleed
This wound seems never heal since the first time you took it from me.

The day is dying along the orange shade leaving
everything seems beautiful when it comes to end.
Like petals falling forever lost carried by the wind
but the memory stays no matter how soon it last.
Time after time I kept you within my mind and soul.

Written by RKF

Restless In Peace

I want to fly and touch the sky.. turn my back from the goddess and dive from the highest throne to the deepest ocean of your heart.

Rest my pitiful soul by your shore with your waves pounding the blood in my veins. My last stand for eternity.

Alucard

The Bird of Hermes is my name, Eating my wings to make me tame

 

Nosferatu the no life king

No castle, no domain, no subjects

No claim on the heart of others, no heart of his own

A lost soul stripped of everything, who wanders from battle to battle

Circle of A Bloody Journey

Sunset after sunset slowly swollen by the sea
leaving a crimson shade on the moving surface
the fallen stars touched the ocean of tears
my heart is a lost ship sailing under the dark sky
lonely pale moon follows me wherever I go
the water is black as dark as my cursed soul
yet it's red as more blood shed from my heart

Restless souls travel through space and time
craving for an eternal home for eternal peace
the sea never rest yet looks so peaceful
dive your lonely soul in to the define depth
darkness and fear is consuming your soul
close your eyes and open your sealed heart
feel me embrace you with the warm sunset

Written by: R.Kanon Fukai

Dust Storm

 

Let me in to your heart I'm cold in the wind
     I walked my feet and fly my wings to find you     
Sunset after sunset accompanied my journey

following where my restless heart take me to.

Written by RKF 

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Forgotten Apple

Spring became summer I'd always remember

Summer became autumn but I'd never return

Autumn became fall my heart slowly fallen 

Fall became winter my days became better

And winter became spring I gave her the ring 

Written by RKF