"You made my heart harden that I could stab yours with mine to death.. "

Kilauan Mutiara Senja

Samudra yang sedang berkilau nan indah diterangi cahaya matahari senja.

Bagai hamparan berjuta mutiara yang terbentang luas di antara hatiku dan dirimu.

Perlahan sang surya bergerak turun menjemput lautan yang selalu menanti kepulangannya.

Kutabur serpihan-serpihan tajam hati ini diatas permukaannya yang terang memantulkan cahaya 

Wahai ombak-ombak kecil yang berlalu.. terima dan sampaikanlah seberkas perasaanku padanya.

Sebelum matahari ditelan lautan di ujung mata dan sebelum langit kehilangan warna-warna indahnya..

Written by RKF

"I could see the falling stars in your eyes.. no wonder the moon looked so lonely" 🌠

"One day I will take you home to where the sun sets so beautifully"

Gratitude

The morning sky is beautiful
it brings a new hope.
The sunset sky is even more beautiful
it leaves colorful memories before it leaves.
And when the darkness fall
the moon brightens the night sky.
But only the grateful would find
even the starless sky is still beautiful.

Written by RKF

The Color Of Pain

The bearer of a pure soul

Is always wanders alone

Living in their own heart

Seeking to give love and hope

sacrificing themselves for others

A lonely heart hung in a canvas

painted with blood and shadows
Darkness crawls craving to possess
The tear drops from the purest heart
That kept inside a mortal body
of a meek beautiful human
Guarded by a tremendous force
of hatred anger and emptiness
Also divine love and compassion
When the stars fall from heaven
Angels stripped from their wings
The white feathers turned to red
Rain of blood falling from the sky
Painted the flowers to crimson
Such a beautiful yet pittifull horror
When blood can only washed by tears
Creating stream of crimson river
A vibrant color under the red sun
Sparkling so beautifully with fire
Like in the depth of eternal hell
Where hearts are burn on spears
The one who owns the darkest soul
Rejoice you with wine and feasts
devour your soul like a black hole

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

A Striving Light

 The waves go on 

I'm striving not to drown

The air is getting thick 

now it's harder to breath 

I try to swim to the shore 

a shore that only seen in my mind 

The pressure on my shoulders

just getting heavier each day 

I look straight for a purpose

the reason for all this strains

No matter how hard I tried

the gravity is fulling me down

I chase the dawn 

but it gives me dusk 

The force that been trying 

to make me bend my knees 

It just getting stronger 

while I'm running out of ammo

I don't want to look back

time swallowed my obtained love

While I'm too tired to look up 

where the beautiful sky keep distance

In the middle of the restless ocean

striving to keep on the surface

The waves go on 

I'm striving not to drown

The air is getting thick 

now it's harder to breath 

I try to swim to the shore 

a shore that only seen in my mind 

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

The Cherry Blossoms

Beneath the cherry blossoms..

my heart was burried 

Where the petals rain beautifully

covering the ground with pink shades

There I am standing alone.. 

watching the sky changes. 

From bright light to starry night

the moving colors driven by time

The sky changes.. people changes..

but theres something still remains..

This feeling.. kept unrotten 

beneath the cherry blossoms..

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

The Deepest Soul

They met at the horizon, but never immersed.
They live facing each other without an embrace,
for million of years under the moon and the sun.
Tell me ocean, you always reflects myself,
I'm wondering what is your true color asked the sky.
Graceful sky, I am you as you are me .. 
my depth is for no one to seek.. replied the sea.
Show me your true face..
 because I couldn't live another moment wondering.
The only way for you to reveal,
you must fall in to my deepest ocean o graceful sky..
After thinking for a while.. the sky drop it's heart in to the sea
and slowly it begins to drown.
I couldn't breath, even I don't have lungs.. the heart cried.
It went deeper and deeper in to the sea,
it was warm and comforting at first..
but it gets colder as it gets deeper..
It was a broad daylight when it fell in to..
but then all the light fades in to such darkness..
the heart cried in fear of lost.
It didn't take too long 
until the tremendous pressure of the depth harden the heart.
After it reached the bottom of the sea,
the sky decide to fetch it's heart.
When it emerges on the surface,
the sky watched the heart has turned to black..
It's still beating but it's hardened as stone.
The sea watches without a word..
waiting for the sky's reaction.
Now I understand.. said the sky.
Beneath your colorful surface you hid a lonely soul
in the depth of darkness within you.
Not even my brightest sun
may reach your deepest heart.

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Memory

Pale orange sky beneath the gloomy clouds.. 
the wind blew through my longing face.. 
I closed my eyes and heard it coming..
immersed.. taking my breathe away.
my thoughts... my memories.. my life
my soul flew through the distant time..
where there would be no boundaries..
of depth.. the path of the fallen heart..

Written by RKF 
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

The Twins

Same mother and father

Same face different heart 

Same eyes different soul

Same body different mind

Same lips different voice

Same hands different hobby

Same game different path

Same love different body

Same look different fate

Same talent different weapon

Same power different purpose

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

The Death of Me

The day when I lost myself in the battle for hope and dreams

the day when my shield and sword wouldn't do me any good

the day when everything I knew were nothing but just an illusion 

the day when I lost all my reason to keep fighting and stay alive.

The night when a knight lost all his spirit and dignity 

the night when all the stars were fallen from the sky 

the night when the moon mourns and drowns in to the sea

the night when darkness is all I could see with opened eyes.

The time when you're dancing in the darkness of despair 

the time when you found yourself helpless and lost 

the time when your anger wouldn't make a difference 

the time when giving up was the only choice you have.

Drowned deeper and deeper in to an endless well

where no moonlight guiding your tormented soul

to a dark place where no one heard you cry 

your soul drowning in your own everlasting tears. 

My heart cried for love and my soul cried for a home 

a home where I feel warm and surrounded by love 

a place where love, peace and happiness are freed

a life where my mind, heart and soul was completed. 

Written by: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Once Upon A Dream

There's a place in my lonely heart 

that have been wandering all my life

to seek for a love that been lost 

My mind been wondering how to find 

the one and only person who owns my heart

since the last time we were separated by time

The same color of the sky we watched from distance 

without knowing where you are or how you look like

I'm following where my desperate heart leads me

Hoping one day it would find you my missing love

soulmates would never stop searching for each other 

they vibrate the same waves and we would know

My heart and soul been suffering without you 

my mind and body couldn't stand your absence

one day somehow someway we would meet. 

Written by: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

All I want is a true love, is that too much to ask for?

Братья Грим - самолеты

... Aircraft at an altitude of their wings ...
... Aircraft without a pilot in a hurry to die ...
... For someone lit eyes in the dark ...
... Waiting for the weather to fly again ...

... the last dance with the clouds ...
... the last flight in the sky ...
... the last dance in the steep ...

... Aircraft like the sky and the air field ...
... Aircraft without a pilot scrap ...
... Aircraft without a pilot in hurry to die ...
... On the decline of a beautiful death ...

... the last dance with the clouds ...
... the last flight in the sky ...
... the last dance in the steep ... 

Malam Malam Indah

Dalam keheningan malam bertabur bintang
angin sanubari bertiup menerbangkan jiwa
jauh ke angkasa yang diterangi cahaya bulan 
memantul di permukaan danau yang tenang.

Air mancur membumbung tinggi menyentuh bulan
menciptakan nuansa haru yang membelai hati
segenggam rasa cinta yang ingin tersampaikan 
bersama harumnya bunga malam yang tertebar.

Ku berdiri di bawah kelopak yang berguguran  
memandang hamparan bunga di terang bulan
mereka melenggok indah diterpa angin waktu 
yang terus berlalu membawa kenangan dan harapan.

Kau yang berada di dalam nafas dan jiwaku 
selalu singgah tuk menghiasi pandangan hati
melayang-layang di bola mataku yang hampa  
terhayut oleh keindahan malam yang terang.

Written by RKF

Dermaga Hati

Siang malam kau bersemayam di hatiku

Tiap pagi kau yang pertama hinggap di benakku

Dan yang terakhir kuingat sebelum terlelap

Betapa eratnya kau ikat hatiku pada dirimu

Sejak lama ku telah terpikat oleh sosok dirimu

Yang selalu membuat hatiku bergelora asmara.

Meski tiada hari tanpa menduga-duga isi hatimu

Yang hari demi hari kian menyiksa bathinku

Namun aku tetap menikmati rasa rindu ini

Walau waktu silih berganti seperti musim

Ku tak berdaya 'tuk menepis pesona dirimu

Hanya kaulah yang menjadi dermaga hatiku.

Written by RKF

Serpihan Air Mata

Bagai rintikan bintang-bintang di langit malam
begitu indah seperti berlian berkilau dalam gelap. 
Cahaya sendu dan tenang membelai lembut kalbuku
bagai bulan tenggelam menerangi palung lautan hatiku.

Cahayamu yg tenang mententeramkan sukma
waktu seakan berhenti ketika kau dalam dekapku.
Ku tak ingin menjelajahi dunia ini seorang diri
ku tak ingin mengarungi samudra tanpa dirimu.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Mendung Tak Berarti Hujan

Awan mendung menggelantung di langit
Menutup warna biru dengan kelabu.
Gemuruh datang memenuhi sanubari
yang kian lama menyesakkan kalbu.
Ku berasa untuk membendung hasrat hati
yang telah lama jatuh merindukan cinta.
Segalanya indah saat aku bersama mu
namun angin dingin tiba secepat kau pergi.
Langit senja menghampar penuh warna
tak lama lenyap ditenggelamkan malam.
Setiap harapan indah yang kau tebarkan
dengan mudahnya sirna ditelan hampa.

Written by RKF

Roses Scatter In Beauty

For nameless flowers that

Bloom amidst a field of grass
If they do nothing but sway
In the gentle breeze, that's fine but

I was born with the destiny of a rose
Born to live in glory and passion

Roses, Roses, they bloom with dignity
Roses, Roses, they scatter with beauty

Maybe I will scatter
Like those stars when time returns
An ordinary life
I cannot have but..

I have been gifted with the destiny of a rose
I always live with a burning passion

Roses, Roses, they bloom with dignity
Roses, Roses, they scatter with beauty

I have been gifted with the destiny of a rose
I always live with a burning passion

Roses, Roses, they bloom with dignity
Roses, Roses, they scatter with beauty

The Rose of Versailles opening OST