Scarlet Sky

scarlet sky.. i reach up my hand for your mercy.

scarlet sky.. i'm down on my knees before you.

scarlet sky.. you drain my soul from my pitiful body.

scarlet sky.. you scarred my heart to pieces.

scarlet sky.. i bleed myself under your red sight.

scarlet blood.. hot streaming out from my body.

scarlet tears.. running down through my brown eyes.

scarlet sky.. im dying under your stillness bright.

witten by Reny Kanon

I Miss You

i wish i could run my hand through your hair, hold you close and kiss your lips. keep you close to me and feel your warmth, i wish i could have you in my arms.
i long for you every night feel so lonely without you by my side. all i wish is just to be with you in every breathe i take, darlin i love you so deeply.
Originally composed by Reny Kanon
Dedicated for my someone special

Passion to be Free

There's a maestro in my heart that will never stop composing songs for you
and I miss you so till all my blood are rushing like the racing wind
I surrender myself to you like the everlasting falling autumn leafs
I stand tall like the pine tree in the winter waiting for our time to be released
our heart and soul is bound so strong my love for you will never change.

Originally composed by Reny Kanon

Queen Wealtheow

Happiness is wherever I'm with you.. and happiness is whenever i see you happy with me. Your love brings peace in my heart. Every day when i see in to your eyes.. the ice in my heart melts and turns to heat that warms my soul.

2010 passing by so fast like the autumn wind blows through my face, the heat from the heart melts the crystal tears streaming down on my face as my soul starts to bleed.

My heart turns gray under the rainy day

Rain

I always love when it rains.. brings peace in gloominess.. now that i realize.. that i never love anyone like the way i love you.

Summer Rain II

Summer rain, you wet me from head to toe,
you lick the water dripping from my hair.
i try to warm you with my withered body,
but my wet clothes make the heat fades.

Summer rain, you come and go like the wind,
carrying your scent and taking mine as well..
blend them in the every air i breathe.
you shower me with your sweat and tears.

Summer rain, i feel you through my every vein,
making my heart beats faster heavier harder..
lifting my soul to the rushing afternoon wind,
leaving my helpless body in your rain.

written by Reny Kanon
dedicated to my one true love

Summer Rain

Summer rain, you fall from the sky under the sunshine when no one expected you came to wash away the heat. Summer rain, my heart fall in love under your sunshine when i less expected you came to wash away my pain creating a rainbow that follows me wherever i go..

Sometimes the ocean waves sounds so lonely and sad, and the sky seems to breaking upon the sea. But no matter what the sky always embrace the sea with it's moon and stars.

Sunshine in the Dark

There are time when people get lost.. and began to questioning themselves. Sometimes i don't know what I'm doing anymore, or the reason why I did that. I 'm just following where my heart taking me. I want to run chasing the sunset until my both legs are broken, I would do anything as long I got faith. But right now my faith is dim, and my heart has crushed. I keep on staring, I keep on smiling even my heart cries. I stared myself in the mirror asking who am I and what I've been looking for, and yet i got no answer. I believe everything's happens for a reason but i never could find it. I'm longing for my purpose of life, i' m longing for my eternal happiness. My soul is lost in loneliness, then you came like a warm sunshine in the dark and saved my lonely soul. I'd do anything I could to achieve happiness, but why the happiness i desire has to come from beyond my reach. I couldn't move forward and i had gone too far to turn back. Please tell me where i should go because i don't know anymore where i' m going to. Your name scarred in my heart and this wound will never heals even washed by thousand tears the pain will stay remains. You made me down on my knees and have my heart dragged away from me. But still i want to embrace you forever. I want to hold you in my arms and never let you go, even it means slowly stabbing the dagger deeper to my heart.

with or without you

God, you gave me this feeling,
please give me strength and show me the way.
Damn if i don't, damn if i do, either way i'd die.
So its better if i go, at least i'd die in the way i want.
Its like a will.. a call from the heart i never could resist.
I'm longing for you i'm losing for thou..
Let faith lead me to my destiny,
because i couldn't live with or without you.
So its better if i die in your arms, rather than dying in distance.
Your love saved my soul, i'm no longer a lost wondering soul,
almost forever restless forever lonely, forever regrets.
God i dont blame you for the feeling you given me,
but at least please be responsible by guiding me what to do with it.

written by Reny Kanon

The Sea and The Sky

You are the sea, bearing my colors within you. I watch you beneath me day and night with my sun and my moon above you. Always cover you with my love and colors follow you to wherever you go.
By sunset i warm you with my orange sun and purple shades, by night i embrace you with my diamond stars. Each time when i stared at you i saw myself reflected on your beautiful surface, sometime with a rainbow or a cloudy face.
You never give up to reach me with your waves, sometimes you got so desperate with yourself hitting the coral cliff with your raging waves. And sometimes you get so peaceful and calm wiping the lonely shore softly and gently till you get restless and sad.
When despair raging within me i gathered all my rain clouds and cry upon you my sea, only my tears could ever reached you carrying all my feelings to blend in you. You sent your soul to me through evaporation i absorb every day and night, creating thunder storms within me. Drowning my soul slowly to an endless journey.
My beautiful sea, why we look so close but will never be together, but our love is for eternity.

Written by Reny Kanon

Desires and Despairs

Some people were meant to be together but fortune never been on their side.

The Queen and The Knight

Something about this painting catch up with my mind.

Another day to go through

As the day goes by, i been doing things i try to believe its right. I took steps closer to my dream, and go through one task to another. Until i reaches the level that i'm ready to be what i expect from myself. it takes guts and courage to climb a mountain. Maybe i'm still at the bottom but i won't give up until i reach my peak. I'd need a lot and bless and support. But i couldn't even rely on anyone. Oh well.. it's my life my journey, everything's is up to me. Wish me luck!^^

First day on February 2010

Today is the first time i made my blog, inspired by a friend named Ratri Chibi. We never actually met but somehow i feel her like a water in the desert. No matter how sad or upset she were, she always finds her way to be happy and make people around her feel warm. I wish I could be like her one day, to live my life without burden and be able to give warm smile in the lips and heart to all my friends. I feel blessed to know her, thanks to my older friends that invited me to join the Plurk community, may God bless them all always.