Death Under the Sunset Sky

This breeze.. blowing so warmly and serene

this breeze.. is just an ordinary breeze I knew

however.. this moment it felt like never before

suddenly every breathe I could take is a bless

everything seem beautiful and peacefully quiet.

So quiet along the warm breeze blowing softly 

wiping my winsome face second after second

I wish it stay that way much longer for me to feel

as now I began to hear my own heart beating 

slowly pumping my blood out from my wounds.

  

This seductive body is no longer able to move

and this lustrous eyes would no longer reflecting

slowly.. I gaze up to the sky for the last time 

the colors never been this beautiful all my life  

but the warm shine couldn't ease the chill inside.

The light is gradually leaving.. followed by my life

slowly leaving my dying body as my warmth fades

I never wanted to leave alone but I have no regret

there's no love or vengeance left for me to live on

my eyelids are closing.. never thought I find peace.

Written by: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

Badai Pasti Berlalu

 

Awan mendung diatas sana datanglah padaku 

sejukan diriku di bawah bayangan teduhmu 

lelah jiwaku berkelana mengikuti tubuh fana ini

kemana kakiku melangkah membawa diriku 

berjalan didera hujan kehidupan yang dingin 

namun terkadang badai pun dapat menyejukan

Hanya hangat pelukmu yang selama ini kudamba

hanya belai cinta kasihmu yang selalu kurindukan

entah kemana kuharus mencari dirimu yang hilang

ditelan jelajah waktu yang tak pernah menoleh lagi

satu persatu kupandang jejak yang kau tinggalkan 

kau tak pernah melihat apa yang telah kau lewatkan

Terlalu lama jiwaku mengigil dingin tanpa hangatmu

hatiku telah lama membeku dalam kesunyian jiwa

hanya renungan hening dan sentuhan angin dingin 

dimanakah cinta yang dulu pernah ku kenal indah

alunan duka lagu rindu semakin menyayat kalbuku

sendiri kuteruskan perjalanan misteri kehidupan ini

Tetes demi tetes air mata ku titikan di dalam hati

mengarungi samudra yang tak pernah kumengerti

ingin kutenggelamkan diriku ke dasar samudra ini

mungkin dengan jauh menyelam ku kan mengerti 

walau tiada janji aku kan kembali ke permukaan

akan kutemukan tempat untuk diriku berlabuh 

Ditulis oleh: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture  

Stormy Heart

I stood before you o mighty gray sky upon me
hear me calling for your rain to pour down on me
wash away my pain and drown all my faith within
this beating heart wouldn't stop to cry and bleed
with my both hands in chain I fought my destiny

O mighty gray sky of gloom and sorrowful grace
lend me your strength to blend with your storms
let me destroy everything known hurtful in my past
let me vanish them from this world once and for all
so there will be no more vengeance left in my heart

Written by: RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

When You're Here

When I'm with you my days blossoming with colors

when you were gone my days are black and white

when you were near my heartbeat pounding fast

like the wave buffeted by the wind along the shore

All the words of love I've been keeping in my mind 

so much I want to tell you but my lips are sealed

every time you look at me my heart smiles with joy

like the breeze blowing through my beating heart 

Every move you made recorded in my mind 

and every step I made follows where you go

like a butterfly attracted to colorful flowers

seem you are so match with my color of love

Night and day I pictured you in my mind 

hoping that one day you would be my lover

my heart sings when I hear my phone rings 

many times I try to say but my lips are sealed

Written by: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

When I See You

Come to me Ophelia my beautiful queen
lay with me and feel how much I want you 
hold me closely and sway with me all night
I would share my warmth for you to keep
in your heart forever I would love to stay

Happiness is when I have myself on you
peace is when I release all my cum in you 
in your hand I let you to hold my hard on 
rub and suck it hard with all your desire
make me moan and fill full your curiosity

Between your legs I am all yours to savor
I'm lovong you with every thrust of my cock
I enjoy every moan I heard from your lips 
nothing is more arousing than watching you
naked and gasping in between your moans

Now you will never be safe from my hands 
I will make you cum every day and night
I will always be your deepest satisfaction
and when I'm gone you will long for more 
but need no worry cause you have my heart

Writen by: RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Benci

Ketika anginmu berhembus meniup awan kelabu tuk mendekat
semua jerit pilu bersatu menusuk sukma yang terhempas amarah 
Dirimu yang kucinta telah berubah menjadi sosok yang kubenci
menebar segala kebencian yang mengakar dalam lubuk hatiku.

Ingin kupecahkan bingkai yang mengikat cinta kita yang pudar
sepudar cahaya langit mendung yang kini menghiasi hari-hariku
Sepuhan cintamu yang tak murni meracuni kemurnian cintaku
aksara yang keluar dari bibirmu setajam sembilu merobek hati.

Tiada lagi cinta kasih dan kehangatan yang dulu ku kenal darimu
kau bakar hatiku dengan caci maki dan sumpah serapahmu itu
Memang sungguh indah wujudmu namun kejam nian isi hatimu
kukubur semua perasaanku dan kisah manis yang telah berlalu.

Telah kulempar segala kenangan bersamamu ke dalam lautan 
biarlah semua tenggelam sirna ditelan samudra yang terdalam
Agar tak akan lagi muncul ke permukaan tuk menggangguku 
kuingin menjalani kembali kehidupanku yang tenang tanpamu.

Ditulis oleh: RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Kerinduan Hati

 Kerinduan ini yang selalu abadi menghiasi relung hatiku

isak tangis dan rintihan hati yang tak pernah terdengar 

menggema di dalam sukmaku yang gelap ditelan hampa

tiada lagi air mata tersisa untuk ku teteskan diatas sesal

Dirimu yang selalu kudamba sebagai tambatan hati ini

kemana ku harus mencari sosok jiwamu bersemayam 

hari demi hari ku lalui dengan luka di hati tetap menanti

secerca harapan tuk bertemu dirimu sang belahan hati

Kurindukan sambut pelukmu dalam dekapan lenganku

ingin kembali kurasakan lembutnya sentuhan jemarimu 

membelai wajahku dan hangatnya lumatan bibir merahmu 

memandang wajahmu yang indah merona diantara bunga

Ingin kau kumiliki selamanya hingga seluruh bintang runtuh

walau langit dan lutan bersatu hatiku selalu menjadi milikmu

tiada yang dapat mengubah perasaanku walau maut menanti

tak kan berhenti ku mencari jiwamu hingga damai bertemu 

Ditulis oleh: RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

Antara Cahaya dan Gelap

Awan hitam gelap temaram menggelantung di langit senja ini

membayangi duka kelabu di dataran yang terlelap oleh waktu.

Angin dingin berhembus menembus kulit yang terbungkus kain

rasa dingin meresap ke dalam lubuk hati yang terbelenggu sepi

Hati yang terisipenuh dengan air mata menyesakkan sanubari

menenggelamkan jiwa yang telah separuh hanyut dalam duka

Perjalanan hidupku yang indah yang ku lalui dengan suka cita 

namun waktu merubah menjadikannya duka lara dan air mata

Ku lalui hari-hari yang berlalu tanpa perlawanan yang berarti

tiada lagi semangat yang tersisa tuk membangun reruntuhan hati

Hanya tatapan kosong tanpa jiwa yang memandang matamu 

tak kan kau temukan cinta dalam diriku yang telah lama mati

Biarkan diriku pergi sendiri berjalan melalui mimpi-mimpi indah 

impian yang tak pernah berakhir seperti samudra diujung langit

Ingin kutinggalkan semua dusta yang menyelimuti palung hatiku

palung lautan jiwaku terdalam yang selalu ingin kusembunyikan

Sesuatu yang ingin kuakhiri sesuatu yang memberi harapan semu 

sesuatu yang yang tak buruk maupun indah untuk diungkapkan

Ditulis oleh: RKF

Disclaimer: i do not own the picture

Sendiri Terbunuh Sepi

Dibalik barisan rumah-rumah yang berjajar rapi dan kokoh

terbentang lautan biru yang damai dibawah hembusan angin

Langit nan cerah diatasnya memantul dengan leluasa tanpa awan

namun panas yang terik tak mampu menghalau mendung di hati

Ingin kulupakan semua duka dan kenangan yang menyayat jiwa

ingin sekali kubuang segala beban yang bersarang di lubuk hati ini

Keinginanku beranjak tuk meninggalkan masa lalu memang besar 

namun tak sebesar keinginanku tuk kembali pada kenangan indah

Terlalu indah tuk dilupakan namun terlalu menyakitkan tuk diingat

waktu dan kehidupan terus bergulir seperti embun yang menetes 

Begitu lambat untuk disyukuri namun begitu cepatnya menghilang 

hanya rasa sakit dan penyesalan yang tersisa dari cinta yang musnah 

Enggan ku meneruskan sisa hidup ini tanpa cinta yang menemani

waktu berlalu dan hari berganti namun hidupku tetap kian abadi 

Senantiasa ditemani kenangan dan kerinduan akan sebuah cinta

tiada yang dapat menggantikan apa yang hilang untuk selamanya

Ditulis oleh RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Mendung Tak Harus Hujan

Kukirim curahan hatiku lewat hujan yang membasahi bumi
kutiupkan angin tuk membawa awan hati ini menuju langit mu.
Berharap angin dan air hujan menyampaikan kerinduan hatiku
sehari tampa melihat dirimu seperti kemarau di musim hujan.

Gerimis yang membasahi bagai rintikan kesejukan di sore hari
yang senantiasa memayungiku dengan rintikan seolah cemburu
Memandang awan gelap yang bergerak mengusir cahaya surya
tanpa memberi harapan bagi bulan dan bintang untuk bersinar.

Waktu bergulir tanpa terasa hari berlalu dan musim berganti
bersama mu kutemukan seberkas damai dan kerinduan hati.
Seperti kupu-kupu yang hingap di setiap bunga yang bersemi
dengan indahnya menebar kebahagiaan namun cepat berlalu. 

Kutangguhkan hati getir ini untuk tak tergoda oleh pesonamu
walau cintaku tak memiliki ku cukup bahagia tiap disampingmu.
Suatu hari nanti semua mendung kan menyingkir tuk menyambut
datangnya mentari terindah yang menghangatkan jiwa ragaku.

Ditulis oleh: RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Hei Minus Yin

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Forbiden Love

Every breath that I take is every you in my life

Every laughter we make is every bliss in my soul

Every moment with you is every bless in my day

Every words you say is every caress in my mind
Every touch you gave is every dope in my flesh

Every time I look at you is every thrill in my sight

Every time I see you smile is every kiss in my heart
Every time I think of you is every joy in my dream

I've been admiring you all the way to my paradise

Oh help me lord why this feeling just won't let go

Written by RKF

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Requiem of a Dream

In a hot water spring on the mountain heights
we submerge and blend our longings and pleasure.
With our wringing wet body we gaze at each other 
my heart pounding wild when you look into my eyes.

Water drips from our hair form ripples on the surface 
small at start then spreading widely to the entire spring.
A butterfly flew so beautifully but then just disappeared  
spreading hopes like a siren song from the distance.

Under the graceful moonlight we toast our unholy bliss
flower petals raining upon us and scattered on the water.
Before the thousand stars our hearts pledge a promise 
to always together and love one another in life and death.

Mountain peaks went through the clouds and disappears
formless border lies between reality and realm of dream
Every day I had to wake up from a dream inside a dream 
a requiem held within my heart for each dream I drowned.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Lonely Moon

You follow me anywhere like a bright shadow
on the field of moon flowers bloom and sway
you cover me with your shimmering pale light
the windless air spoken and move around me
you wrap my naked soul and flow to the night.

Where serenity could stop the relentless time
where love and peace could merge and kiss. 
on this field I stood before the moon and stars 
in space between the horizons of life and death
I strife with all my faith to reveal my deliverance.

Where I closed my eyes and all the beasts sleep
staring at you with my heart been so painful to me 
and respiring your remembrance wounds my soul
I followed your scent to the deepest pit of a dream
you're consuming me from the inside to stay alive.

Chilly breeze slowly blowing and pierced my bare skin 
no more reassuring warmth surrounding my lonely heart
only gleam of hope and memories of you kept me going
wherever you are or how far I'd still be there to find you
even I have buried my heart beneath the ground I stood.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Love Lost

Two lost souls searching for each other separated by time and space.
Blood and tears streaming on the dry ground filling the pond of hope.
Forever I sail within my memory trying to remember your lovely face.
Death after death I went through to reborn and continue my pursuit.
Same soul inhabit dissimilar figures but the eye gaze will never change.
After decades of my current life of longing, this spirit is washing away.
Searching for someone I couldn't remember, seeking my lost soul mate.

Longing for a lost true love I had it once in my arms in far distance time.
Hope to find you is my vitality to keep on going in the darkest despair.
Between the flame and ice I tried to embrace the last moments we had.
What's left were only fragments of emotion, sentiment, longing and grief.
Maybe all this time you been here with me, living inside my heart and soul. 
When I looked up to the dark night sky while lying on my sleepless nights.. 
I gazed at the twinkling stars, wishing one of them were you watching me.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Land of Tombs

On the land of tombs beneath the moving clouds
where the night and day are no longer disparate
there lies my body under the shadow of the sun.
Pale light of the wandering moon shines through
shiny particles floating slowly in the atmosphere.

I stare at the still air over the swaying meadow 
everything seem peaceful and beautifully serene. 
Rain of tears sent down from the starry night sky
washing away all the warmth from my bare skin.
Within my heart I seek for shelter to ease the pain.

Memories were left behind the forgotten rainbow
blessed sadness are evaporating in the lonely air 
absorbed by the resting souls around the tombs.
Inhale your sorrows and immerse your soul in love
relinquish your resentment, in wisdom you find peace. 

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

My Ocean Queen

Oceania my deepest sorrow in my hollow piece of mind
Under the moon and sun I covered you with my soul
from the distance I caress you with my soothing breeze
On your surface I paint my colors and watch my reflection
how great and bright I was or even dark gloomy and lost
Through your infinite depth I saw your loneliness swallows
each day you called up my name with your pounding waves
each night I rained my tears to touch your beautiful face
You always lie there bare before my sleepless eyes
without me enabled to lay my tortured body on yours
I wish to fall and drown myself in side your deepest abyss
merge our body and soul for eternity in love and despair
Every single gaze I made was every torture I received
your beauty is my torment I'm drowning in my own lust
Time after time I seek for the peace of my mind and soul
Day and night my love for you devouring my beating heart

Written by RKF

 Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Vengeance

I want to fly and touch the sky
dive in to the deepest ocean of your heart.
Like the falling stars burst in silence 
leaving a glittery night and disappear.
In the name of eternity and the define 
my anguish and wisdom is beyond infinite.
Tears from heaven and the lust from hell 
forged my heart with hatred and wrath.
Beneath the vertical horizon my body will arisen
embraced by the wings of 1000 fallen angels.
Doom for those who turn their back on the sun
darkness fall and wrap their eyes forevermore.
The third eye on my forehead has opened wide
and light from the depth of hell shine through.
Illuminate the world and burn all the most highs 
once more the son of the morning shines his throne. 
I want to fly and touch the sky
and dive in to the deepest ocean of your heart.

Written by RKF

Infinite Loneliness

You said.. when I stare at you, your heart sheds like the leafs slowly falling from the tree burying your naked soul.
Summer came and spring left through my back door.. your warmth embraces me like the arms of the yellow sun ray.
Wind of autumn blowing through my face impaling my soul and carry me away from you.
I'm frozen in the winter without you to wrap my heartless body under the icy lake of my prison.
When I see you stood before me I reached out my arm to hold you close but  my hand went through your image, you're so close yet so far away.
I drift like a leaf in the stormy wind didn't want to let go where my heart belong.
Day by day I walk this narrow path following to where the voice guiding me, to the highest mountain or the deepest ocean.
When the brightest will and the darkest wish collide neither day or night weather you're right or wrong you will always be alone.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Heartless

Another moon has appear and other has fallen to the infinite water surface.
The dust of light shines through the graceful night sky illuminate the ruins.
Countless dead bodies, hearts and souls sleeping on the peaceful scape.
Where those reaching hands were no longer expect to be held and saved.

Pale light of wisdom descend from the sky embracing the wounded hearts.
Whimpers of agony extracted out of their soul forming a symphony of death.
The shine scatters in the air as the moon light breaks to fragments of despair.
Like shards of tears they rain from the starry sky piercing my dying remains.

River flows quietly under the night the falling stars reflect on the dark surface.
Crystal tears glitters along the current voyaging to seek for an eternal peace.
Here I'm lying facing up to the sky trying to remember when I lost my hopes. 
Were my wings stripped away and my dreams wiped out by loss of my love.

Colorless flowers swayed by the night breeze waving before my lonely sight.
Delicate petals touched my bare skin moving further to wrap my empty heart.
They wouldn't find anything there only an empty heartless soul was all that left.
I buried my spirit deep beneath the glowing blossoms where my dead body lies.

Written by RKF
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

The Lost Tune

The rain fallen from the sky touches me softly yet painfully
dark clouds gathered and shadowed me from the pale light
Alone in the corner of the dark my soul cried your name
this lonely space been my only friend when you're not here
Night after night I came home and sleep in my empty bed
tears of blood shed from my eyes when I lost your love
When the air is thicken it's getting harder to breath
this beating heart is restless when you're not in my arms
When the darkness comes and blocked my eyes
I follow your tune with my heart in the moonless night
This soul is lost without your love.. my spirit withered without your touch
you're a flower that grew in my heart day and night I shower you with my love.

Written by R.K.Fukai 
Disclaimer: I do not own the picture

Emptiness

Under the pouring rain I stood here alone waiting for thou.
Falling tears from the sky scrape me like shards of glass.
From the distance I heard my soul whimpering in agony.
I stare my blood drips and coalesce in the puddle of rain.
Beneath this mortal skin flows the might of a silent wrath.

Within my heart there's distance between me and myself.
My long journey has close to a reach yet has no boundaries.
I drag my sword and my sworn to where my steps taking me.
Leaving a long scar and a long run across the battle ground.
In the silence of fire and ice I'm forged to pierce my iron heart.

Written by R.K Fukai
Disclaimer: i do not own the picture 

My Lady Violet

Nothing is more arousing than having you pinned down between my grasp.
My heart leaps with joy each time I hear you moaned on every thrust I made.
Embrace me close as we are intimate in body and soul forever I would be yours.
Behind my icy eyes lies my frozen heart you melt it down with your flame of lust.
Within your hand I shall imprison my heart and with my life I shall keep you safe.
You showered me with your tender love... Violet roses blossoming in my heart.
To you I surrender my heart and soul.. with my body I shall love you whole.

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

Violet Rose

Nothing is more arousing than to have you pinned down between my grasp.
My heart leaps with joy each time I hear you moaned on every thrust I made.
Embrace me close as we are intimate in body and soul forever I would be yours.
Behind my icy eyes lies my frozen heart you melt it down with your flame of lust.
Within your hand I shall imprison my heart and with my life I shall keep you safe.
You showered me with your tender love violet roses blossoming inside my heart.

Disclaimer: I do not own the picture 

The Shore of My Soul

I laid myself alone on the wet sands of my shore
watching the shiny orange sky falling upon me
I see you smiling among the moving rain clouds 
Reaching up my hand to touch your beautiful face
you were not there anymore to hug my cold body

Longing tears falling from the sky disguised among the pouring rain
but unlike tears.. rain drops don't hurt when they touched my skin.
Restless wind blows through my soul trying to pierce me with its cold
I couldn't hear my heart beating or the warmth coming from my bleed
This wound seems never heal since the first time you took it from me.

The day is dying along the orange shade leaving
everything seems beautiful when it comes to end.
Like petals falling forever lost carried by the wind
but the memory stays no matter how soon it last.
Time after time I kept you within my mind and soul.

Written by RKF

Restless In Peace

I want to fly and touch the sky.. turn my back from the goddess and dive from the highest throne to the deepest ocean of your heart.

Rest my pitiful soul by your shore with your waves pounding the blood in my veins. My last stand for eternity.

Alucard

The Bird of Hermes is my name, Eating my wings to make me tame

 

Nosferatu the no life king

No castle, no domain, no subjects

No claim on the heart of others, no heart of his own

A lost soul stripped of everything, who wanders from battle to battle