Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sunshine in the Dark

There are time when people get lost.. and began to questioning themselves. Sometimes i don't know what I'm doing anymore, or the reason why I did that. I 'm just following where my heart taking me. I want to run chasing the sunset until my both legs are broken, I would do anything as long I got faith. But right now my faith is dim, and my heart has crushed. I keep on staring, I keep on smiling even my heart cries. I stared myself in the mirror asking who am I and what I've been looking for, and yet i got no answer. I believe everything's happens for a reason but i never could find it. I'm longing for my purpose of life, i' m longing for my eternal happiness. My soul is lost in loneliness, then you came like a warm sunshine in the dark and saved my lonely soul. I'd do anything I could to achieve happiness, but why the happiness i desire has to come from beyond my reach. I couldn't move forward and i had gone too far to turn back. Please tell me where i should go because i don't know anymore where i' m going to. Your name scarred in my heart and this wound will never heals even washed by thousand tears the pain will stay remains. You made me down on my knees and have my heart dragged away from me. But still i want to embrace you forever. I want to hold you in my arms and never let you go, even it means slowly stabbing the dagger deeper to my heart.