Water of Icy Thorns

following the piano tunes you are playing
so beautiful and peaceful through my ears
although every tune is a thorn in my heart
and every drop of pain raining on my soul

quietly my tears started to flow like river
wet my drying soul to feel the icy thorns
a heart full of tears i been carrying inside
but i never really meant to pour it away

please do not stop, just keep on playing
the sun is pale whenever you're around
and that is just the way i want it to be..
pale like the bright moon over my days

i don't care if my tears turned to blood
i don't mind if my heart started to bleed
as long i could hear you play the song
i will drink this cold water of icy thorns

Written by Reny Kanon July 7, 2009

The Queen and The Knight

She was the queen and the most beautiful one

Surrounded by her guards and her powerful king
She looked in glimpse just to sight my presence
I tried so hard to ignore her beauty and charm

She was like a full moon in the dark of night
I strive to resist cause I was just her knight
One day I caught her eyes stared in pain
Her soul screaming behind her fiery eyes

That moment my heart beats stopped
An invisible arrow just struck me down
I couldn't breathe not even to swallow
Been trying so hard not to falling apart

Day by day time torturing our filthy souls
And we both knew that we lust each other
Her love and lust seduced me to surrender
One night she stripped down all my dignity 

Written by Reny Kanon

Can't Get Enough

My love, I never can get enough of you
Couldn't escape from this dirty feeling
I really need to have you in my arms
Close to my body, close to my heart
I need your touch, I need your warmth

I couldn't live this suffer much longer
If only you were here close from me
I'd pull you closer and kiss your lips
To feel your warm skin against mineTo hear your voice aching on my ear

Without you beside me my life is dull
Every night I dream of you by my side
Each morning I woke up without you 
I wish that one day I would find you
So we could race our heart beat as one

Written by Reny Kanon

Just

"I love you with all my heart my queen, but I'm just a knight without a sword. So how would I protect you from anything that might harm you?"
"This kind of situation made me frustrated, but never mind.. I would still love you always."

Lonely

Afternoon sun ray touches my lonely skin.
I closed my eyes to feel this serene warmth.
I remember the time I had you in my arms.
That moment I knew there's no other peace.

Rain clouds gathered so gloomy and gray.
They try to wash away the yellow sun ray.
I stood alone in the rain with empty stare.
Hoping it would drown my miserable soul.

Cold wind blowing through my warm body.
Stabbed my heart with it's chill and blades.
Leaving me there with my untold memories.
I wish you were standing there to hug me.

Written by: Reny Kanon

The Moon and The Wolf

I walked through the field of grass
under the full moon on one night.
The trees whispering in the wind
and silvery grass shining so bright.

I gazed up to watch the starry sky
the night was so graceful and still.
Watching me standing beneath it
I saw the moon was smiling at me.

Then slowly I felt my heart moved,
the moon is so beautiful and bright.
But somehow I sense a loneliness,
even the stars were always there..

Suddenly I feel sadness rushing in,
like missing someone for too long.
From distance I heard the wolf howls
the same loneliness spread in the air.

Now I knew that they were once lover
but a tragic fate separate them forever.
I lay myself on the white silvery grass,
letting the wind to free my spirit away.

Written by Reny kanon
Dedicated to my old friend Black Wolf

Empty Bottle

Day by day I spend my time in silent,
night after night I search for a dream.
Everything seem not certain anymore,
in this mind live so doubtful thoughts.
Vanishing the fire slowly to darkness,
stepping my feet further to nowhere.

I lay my helpless body on my couch,
letting my restless mind taking over.
In silence my heart screams in pain,
trying to swallow everything in vain.
I searched my lonely soul in the dark,
but all I can find is just an emptiness.

All this time my soul lives in despairs,
too many tears of miseries has fallen.
The fire in my eyes get weaker in time,
brightness seems so far away to reach.
I don't know for how long I shall suffer,
my broken heart refused to surrender.

Time is so cruel without you by my side,
I would give everything to make it done.
Even my heart bleeds on this thorny path,
alone I try to make some changes inside.
To put away sadness, anger and hatreds
so one day happiness shall come to me.

Written by: Reny Kanon

Moon Flower

You're blooming like the moonlight flower
so white and pale under the moonlight sky.
Each night the wild wind makes you sway
but never could take your strength away.

You're beautiful like the moonlight flower
always lives gracefully under the night sky.
Your petals reflecting the falling moonlight
makes the night lives like a bright daylight.

You're shining like the moonlight flower
no one knows how much you have strive.
makes me want to love and protect you,
always there for you every day and night.

The flower knew that it will wilt and die,
but still it struggles to live with vitality.
I rain my tears to keep it blossoming,
forever searching for the love I once lost.

Written by: Reny Kanon

Broken Arrow

When the first time i saw you that day,

I knew there was something lost in me.
You caught my eyes and stole my heart,

my soul wonders how to make you mine.

You looked at me with smile on your face,

our eyes met and somehow you fell for me.

You came to me and touch my lonely soul

I never felt more happier than that day.

The more i knew you the more i love you,

together we live our love and cherish life.

Day by day we spent to love one another,

my life is complete with you in my arms.

Even i knew situation was not on my side,

and if one day time will shatter my heart.

I kept hold on to my dream to face the time,

I kept on hoping that one day it will come.

written by: Reny Kanon

Crimson Blood

Whenever i see you standing there alone,

it makes me want to move myself closer.
To touch you, hold you, have you, own you.
I want your heart, your body and your desire.
I want to crawl on you and merge with you.
Starting from the eyes going down bellow.


Time passing by like the autumn wind,
blowing our passion to the crimson scape.
Our blood rushes to fill full our lusty thirst.
Looking for pure satisfaction in pleasure.
When love and lust is combined as one,
none is ever enough to make them flew.

We gaze at each other to start another.
When holding back is getting too much.
I know you want to feel me deep inside,
as much my body desires to lay on you.
One by one second falls taken by the time.
Let me be the one to make it last forever.

written by: Reny Kanon

Passion to Love You

I feel love and I also feel hurt
Two things I couldn't avoid

Loving you is painful for me
But losing you is even worse

Having you is happiness and
Longing for you is an anguish
I live my love to reach a dream
I live my life to make it happen
Loving you is all that I need
See you happy is all that I want
I don't care how painful this could get
Nothing can stop me from loving you

Written by Reny Kanon